Keeping Record

Trying to keep the record of one post per year. It's been another year since my last post. Things didn't changed much on life on work changed. No longer doing project since Nov 2013. Another change to come in June where I finally changed to another company. Will see how things go. I'll try to make another post in June.

You Will Always Have My Blessing....

We started being together at March 2011. We decided to end it around March 2014. 3 years of relationship.

When we started together, it was more like a trial out. We were unsure about everything. We just want to see how things go. We had many good times together. The visit to the beach, the waterfall, the drive to her hometown, getting the banana at her hometown, a bloated dinner with chilli crab, the late night supper at JB, the disco visit at JB, the BBQ at Punggol with my brother, seafood dinner at Sunset View, prawning at East Coast Park, visit of her sister in hospital.

We had a lot of great time and been through a lot together. However we drifted apart because of busy work and the financial stress she have. She shut herself up and chase me out of her life. She felt that she too many things to handle in her life and do not wish to handle additional relationship. She felt more comfortable being back to her single life where she don't have another person in her life. It must been my mistake. Not able to be a person that can give her sense of security.

Now we parted ways. She will always have a place in my heart. I will always wish the best for her.

Bad Person in Life...

A lot of people complain about the nasty boss they have, nasty friend they have, notorious people they meet in life. However I think life been good to me. I've been meeting a lot of nice people in life. 

My boss was a nice person though he have a very bad temper. He's those type of person with a bad mouth but very soft heart.

Friends are all good. Never got cheated of back stabbed.

There's only two occasion in my life that I had encountered bad person. First was during my secondary school day. I used to walk back home everyday after school. It's about 45 minutes. On one of day when I was walking at at quite road, I was approached by one motorcycle. They stopped in front of me and demanded for my wallet. I was shocked at the time and didn't know what to react. One of the guy just reached to my back pocket and took my wallet. Luckily they just took my money only. They returned my wallet to me and drove. I was shocked during the whole process.

Second encounter was during my work in Indonesia. My colleague and I decided to spend the weekend at Jakarta. On Saturday I went Jakarta first in the morning as my colleague still need to go to the airport to pick up their family that came to visit them. I was supposed to meet them at the hotel around evening time. 

Around evening I reached the hotel. It was not in the central of city but more to the outskirt. It was surrounded by housing area. My colleague was still outside doing shopping. Therefore I was unable to go into the hotel. I decided to have a stroll around the area.

I was walking along a quite road when I was approached by one motorcycle. I was already feeling uneasy. The motorcycle stopped in front of me and they pretended to ask direction from me. I was on my guard and didn't answer them. Then one of them grabbed my sling bag. I pulled back the bag and started running towards the hotel which was about 200 mtr in front. Luckily the motorcycle didn't chase after me.

I would say the two bad encounter are an isolated case. Majority of the people, around 98% that I met are all nice person. I still believe in that people are born kind and always try be nice. Only those few very twisted mind that want to hurt other. Others that to bad things are due to some complication in their life. If they got other option, they will never choose to hurt other.

Falling apart...

Middle age crisis? Got a feeling of life is just falling apart. Not sure what's next in life. So what's next?

Dream...

Looking at the post history. It's been more than one year since my last post. Guess i'm not blogger then. Haha.. Maybe it's due to that i'm cold heart bastard.. Just don't know what should I feel bout things around.

Well.. end of the crap. The reason of this post was that i realized that I had not had a dream for a very long time. I was listening to the radio this morning and there was a song about dream. Then it hit me that I can't remember the last time i had dream.

I'm jus too busy with for the past two months. Too tired to be dreaming ba. Or could it be due to that I don't have a dream for life? There's nothing that I really want in this life?

Ponder.....

Poking your own eyes... hehe..

Finally got contact lens for myself after so many years wearing glasses. Went to the shop and got one box One Day Acuvue. Total of 15 pairs in one box.

Got the help of the salesperson to teach me how to wear and take out the contact lens. Spend 1/2 hour there. Taking out the contact lens is harder compare that putting it in.

Only got one way to put it in but got two ways to take it out. Guess have to try out more often to know which way easier to take it out.

First time wearing it, eyes feeling a bit sour. After few hours, then it's fine.

1st Blog....

Just created the blog for the sake of creating it... :P